October 13, 2013

Life Lately #8

♥ So this is my current laptop case,don't judge! ♥ Someone being kind to send me this during my sickness ♥ Soul sister! ♥ Beeeaccchhh chilling! ♥ i MET 1D!! ♥ TEAM GREY w/ brother ♥ the best friend i can be cray with ♥ this broke my heart ;( ♥ I got a message in the bottle!

I'm gonna talk about my best bits in September later on the next post, but this time i feel like sharing about my recent lowlights and how i got up from there. I wanna try to stay honest with this blog because that's just how i started it. I remember four years ago,blogging was a media for me to express my thoughts and daily crap, and clearly not to impress people (never even thought that someday i will publicly publish my blog, ever haha) So I want to keep the "Express not Impress" motto to this blogville ;)

Frankly speaking, September was just okay for me, the fact that the first two weeks were craaaazy hectic with work and then i got sick because i have an awful time-management skill, i suffered from insomnia and lack of sleeping hours made me literally exhausted. Not to mention that i had to deal with sucha difficult people and it was a pain in the butt. I also felt like spiritually far from Him and things just started to go downhill from there. I almost lost faith in many aspects of life. That was that time when you feel like you're blindly walking without knowing what is going on and ended up asking yourself "What am i doing?

However, in one flash of night, i decided to sit and try to gather my words and talk to Him again,
and then suddenly some of the thoughts hit me hard -in a good way- and i came out with this great great revelation. 
I meant to deal with an uneasy time because then i learned how to become even stronger and more patientI meant to face them difficult people so that i would not judge and learn to be more understanding, maybe they're hard to deal with because they're facing even worst problems than mine,
I learned that ages and social status don't define your maturity, maybe they're older than you or a leader, or whatever it is, but that doesn't mean they're always right, and you are allowed to stand up for your voice, but still, learn to respect them. And i see people who are younger than me came out with such a wise wise words. In simpler words, we can learn that judging is not okay.

By the time i'm writing this, its already October and i could already tell the differences compared to September. All i'm trying to say is... for you who's facing unpleasant or hard situation now, please do not lose hope because things DO get better in time. I passed them, and now i'm back, i'm happy and feel so much joy inside, and if i can through it, so are you! Just keep on believing that things happen for a reason and there's always a lesson that we can learn through every situation. Don't give up just yet, and keep having faith on what you believe in. 

PRAY, because He listens. 

Now, if i feel that some days are not gonna be my day, i just remind my self that i am healthy and i'm thankful that my body works. I have no room in my brain to let more negativity ruins my day, i will focus on the things that i can to make me feel better (If thats mean I've to consume loads of chocolates then i'll do it! RIP flat tummy.) JUST HAVE A LITTLE FAITH! <3 

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